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Resurrection of the Parker Saga - The Cover Story
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Mon, Aug. 5th, 2002 08:24 pm
Resurrection of the Parker Saga

Oi.

Adam sent me mail today indicating that he and Devan are once more an "item". I couldn't handle the passage from her email he sent me. I have worked hard to wipe it from my mind, but even now, the words PS, alien movie, and extremely remain in my mind. I did not realize how close I had felt to Devan as I tried to manuver her and Adam back together. When I read her reaffirmation to him, I could not help but feel jealous, almost cheated. As if I had had the rug snatched out from under me. I guess at some level I had been hoping that Devan would choose me over Adam. I hate myself for feeling like that. What kind of a friend feels that way when his friend and his friend's girlfriend are reunited in a happy coupling? The kind of friend I don't want to be. I went for my walk today. When I reach Montclair, the rain began to pour down very heavily. I brought an umbrella with me, but it did little good. The rain stopped just as I reached home 20 minutes later, soaked to the bone. Not fun.

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