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Wed, Apr. 24th, 2002 10:50 pm
Two Types of Panic

Today I had more lifeguarding exams. The most distressing one was inlining the dummy under 8 feet of water. That took me several tries. That was the first of my panics. Being at the bottom of the pool, and having to expel my air supply to stay down long enough to do what I had to do. The second was Andrea's date with Emmanuel. They went bowling, and then talked to the end of her shift, when he walked her down to EMS. The guy has accomplished in a single night what it took me months to do. My opinion of my situation with Andrea sways radically. Sometimes I think I'm in good shape and making progress, sometimes I think she's not interested in me at all, and sometimes I think I'm on the verge of losing her to somebody else. If this pursuit falls through, it will mark my third major rejection in a row. Its mindboggling to think of how pathetic I am getting. Irma also told me today she washed out of the London project. That is regrettable. But there are too many shocks queued up for that one to be able to set in just yet.

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