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An Early Night - The Cover Story
October 2013
 
 
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Thu, Apr. 11th, 2002 08:12 pm
An Early Night

I'm going to bed early tonight. I have my Carl Sagan book for American Lit, and I'm going to read it and then go to sleep. Little of note happened today, but this morning seems so long ago. I watched Andrea on the track again. I talked with Shep in the Wedge. I listened to Jesse Johnson's lecture on his MQP. I ate. I went home. I have managed to institute Friday Night bowling as a weekly date for Andrea and I. 2030 hours on Friday we hit the lanes. Too bad there's not long left in the school year. I find myself wondering if I should even try to step up our relationship this year. If I don't, then I have the entire summer to have all kinds of romantic adventures (in the three hours a week I have out of work). But then, she might find somebody in New Jersey. And would it be bad if she did? Its hard to say. In some ways I hope she never has a boyfriend, because its a lot easier to deal with not having an Significant Other when you've never had one before. But then, I still want to have the chance to hold her and keep her safe and do all the things that will make her think I am her guardian, her partner, her other half. Perhaps I'm being foolish, or perhaps I've been alone too long. But such is the way I feel and the conflicts I need to deal with.

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