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Devan and Adam - The Cover Story
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Sat, Mar. 23rd, 2002 11:12 pm
Devan and Adam

Oy. I got my taxes filed for both the Federal government and the state. I also did my FAFSA. All taken care of. Then around 1730 Adam picked me up to go to Tom's. When he picked me up, Devan was already in the car. With a churn of my stomach and deep breathe, I took the back seat of Adam's car. I was largely a non-entity on the way to Adam's. I listened as Devan and Adam bonded. It was an interesting experience. I find now the heart-stopping anxiety that I used to experience whenever Devan passed into view has been replaced with a cringe. The fact that I've gotten over my remarkable crush on her has only served to draw a great line between us when we are together. I can't bring myself to look at her, and on the occasions when I can, she won't return my gaze. Our relationship is terribly awkward. We played Twister at Tom's, and I was a bit nervous about how that would work out, but I managed to win the first game. Devan was uninterested in most of our proceedings. Jon Moussa showed up and shared some of his... unique films with us. The most intersting thing that happened was when Devan curled up in Adam's outstretched arm while they sat on the couch. I think there's really something between them. On the ride home I was slightly more animated, but not much. When we got back to my place (after dropping off Devan), I explained to Adam what had transpired since August. Apparently Irma never filled him in, not that I really expected she would. Somewhere along the line I just assumed Adam knew. Oh well. I always assumed that once I had conquered my fixation with Miss Parker, the battle was over. There was nothing left to do. I now face the possibility of having to rebuild the relationship I so totally destroyed. If she and Adam become involved, I don't know how I'll react. It would certainly be interesting. Oh well, maybe I can stil use all I've learned to finally win Andrea's heart. I suppose that's the only hope I have left, for I can never have Devan, even if I still wanted her. Dust and echoes....

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